Inside Bel's Mind

Ugh

2009-03-29T22:38:00.000-07:00

So I faced rejection again lol

Oh well, I'll still find her, and its been one hell of a journey ^^

So...

2009-02-03T00:54:00.000-08:00

She lied to me about everything...Everything. She pretended to be someone else, because she thought she was ugly and wasn't good enough. WTF??? How can you get someone's love with a lie? I'm sorry for the gloomy Blogging, i've just been having shocks and my heart crumbled throughout these past days. Maybe I should just give up...

So it happend...

2009-01-28T13:07:00.000-08:00

Just as I thought, my gf broke up with me. The messed up part is that she didn't even say anything to me...I feel so hurt right now, can any of you please give me some kind of comfort? I'd really appreciate it...later everyone...

Why does this have to happen....

2009-01-26T19:21:00.000-08:00

So I haven't heard from my girlfriend in weeks. And she won't answer any of my calls, so I guess it's over...Why does this always have to happen to me?? =/

What do I do wrong that people always have to leave me or ditch me? Can you just tell me what it is that I do wrong?? I treat you good in all ways, you're always happy when you're with me yet I keep getting stabbed in the heart.

Am I a bad person? T_T

My girlfriend wrote this for me...I love you

2008-12-29T09:59:00.000-08:00

There's a sea between us, love,
and I wish that it weren't true,
for every day when I awake,
I yearn to be with you.
There are many miles between us, love,
though you're always here in my heart,
and every night,
beneath the silver starlight,
I pray for the day we'll never part

Your True Roots

2008-12-28T22:39:00.000-08:00

Someone that i loved dearly, i found out was a 2 face. Be sure to know who your roots are and hold onto them, because they care and won't go anywhere, please comment...

I love the rain

2008-12-15T15:06:00.000-08:00

My my my, I've never seen this much rain in a long time. Since we're always hot here, i've grown very fond of the rain. I love to take walks when it's raining, to me it just seems so relaxing for me, it's a way to get away from everything.

It's like the rain washes away all of my concerns, doubts, hardships, and sadness away. I really love those little water crystals when they hit my face, they never cease to put a little smile on my face. The tears of the clouds, I wonder if they ever feel as sad as I do sometimes?

How I love the rain...

T_T